Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Ashes of an Ex-Boyfriend


My face is emotionless
Staring at yours
In the guillotine of my mind
It wasn’t a long sentence
But your actions so horrendous
That the executioner now beckons

I have no interest in memories
The good times; the bad times
Any time involving you, really
Furthermore, I don't appreciate
Your guest appearances
in my dreams

The blade has been sharpened
And I feel nothing
I do not forgive you
Forgiveness implies an
Understanding I do not possess

I won’t mourn your death
In fact, after this I plan to wear 
The most colorful things I own
My last and final gift to you:
This poem

Rest in peace



Sunday, July 17, 2011

Summer in the City

I know, I know….I’m sorry I haven’t blogged in a while.  It’s funny though, I forget people actually read this thing until I stop writing on it for a little while and then have people writing me emails or seeing me and saying “Hey what’s the deal with your blog?  Dammit woman, WRITE!!”  Just kidding, they don’t say that last bit, but I know that’s what they mean.

Allow me to explain:  it is summertime in Chicago.  It’s this rare and fleeting season where everyone is social and out and about, myself included.  There are street festivals, music festivals, endless parties and I’ve been quite the social butterfly.  

Summer in the city and there’s cleavage cleavage cleavage.

I am dedicating this post to Chicago and its summer splendor.

There is this sense of adventure in the air every time the humidity hits you at night.  As the warm wind caresses your cheek you forget you’re in a huge city and are transported to a kinder place.  You let your guard down; you let your hair loose.  The nights seem endless not only because you have all the 4 a.m. bars memorized, but also because everyone is in the mood to be social and be seen.

You see friends you haven’t seen in years walking down the street; you pitch a spot at some music festival and make new ones.  There is a romance to the summer that isn’t captured at any other season.  The time stops, the days turn into nights with such an easy transition you almost miss the red sunset.

Then of course, there’s the city in all of her glory.  Rooftop parties give way to a postcard snapshot of the Chicago Skyline lit up like candles on birthday cakes.  As the humidity increases your dreams intensify, colors seem brighter, your friends: more beautiful.  You embrace chance encounters and passionate conversations while refilling your vodka tonic.  You don’t know the song but you keep dancing to it anyway, waiting for the rhythm to switch and make you feel new again, like you’ve never done this before.

 The night is yours.  You own it but can never tame it.  You thrive in its wilderness, the ignorance of where this night will take you, to whom the lake breeze blows you.  Summer in the city is swinging in the park at 2 a.m. and letting your wet skin breath in the night air with your good friends.  It’s an ice cold beer over some old buddies at a barbeque.  It’s a big bite of fresh mangoes and peaches with the juice running down your chin.  It’s a first kiss with a stranger.  It’s a moment so precious and beautiful.  It’s fleeting.

That being said, I’ll get back to my regular blogging in the fall.  Thanks for your understanding.

Love,
Jen

Friday, March 18, 2011

The Next Lauryn Hill

I haven't been this obsessed with an artist in a long time, probably since I discovered Neko Case.  This woman can write!  She's an ex slam poet turned rapper and singer and in addition to amazing lyrical prowess she has an amazing voice and some nice beats.  Her new album is innovative and needless to say she makes me want to make music more than I have been. 

I needed this inspiration.  I love seeing strong intelligent women step up and play in a genre that historically hasn't been very female-friendly.  Enjoy!


Thursday, February 3, 2011

Happy Alone




Call in the airstrike, tell them to make the drop
initiate a cycle no-one but you can stop
Would it be fair to say that you're in love with love?
And is that enough?

I bet you feel really potent stuff
the shadows of doubt on how things turn out
are typically gray

But even the stopped clock on the wall
is right two times a day
and it's still enough

Just how much distance means we're on our own?
and can we be happy
Happy alone?

The universe opens up the door
and we go right in, it's there, it's new, it's cool
it's something we ain't seen before

And five minutes in
an egg timer rings
to clip off our carefree flapping wings
show us the things we can't afford
and throw us overboard
but it's still enough.

Just how much distance means we're on our own?
until i see you off at home
down the sidewalk in my head
I might be sinking like a stone
but perfectly happy
just openly happy

In my home, I've always known
I gotta be happy alone
so burn the mail, destroy the phone
yeah, I'd wanna be happy alone
the moving sky, the rocks below
All so perfectly happy alone

Our little hearts have turned to stone
I'd better be happy alone.

Monday, November 22, 2010

I want the Pharaohs, but there's only men.

Please introduce me to someone nice before I convince myself to buy 9 cats (that I happen to be allergic to) and die a miserable and lonely death.

When did chivalry die?  I mean, I know I’m a feminist but I am always, first and foremost, a lady.  I love a man that has manners, knows how to behave with people so that they are comfortable and at ease.  This is such an important life skill for any social interaction you will have in your life, why wouldn’t you learn good manners?!  


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Why won't this last forever, I hope this lasts forever...

It’s a shame that my ex-lovers have ruined so many great songs for me…this being one of them.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I would be your Meg White

I would go live in a log cabin in the woods with this man.  I would spend my days knitting by the fireplace and listening to him sing.  I would comb the excess food crumbs off his beard.  I would excuse his slight serial killer appearance.  I would probably have his children....

Friday, July 30, 2010

Stuck - Norah Jones

Typically not into Norah Jones' older albums - too slow for me but her new album is awesome I particularly love the song posted below performed live - video isn't great but she sounds wonderful.  Love love love these lyrics:


I'm sitting here stuck
And plastered to my seat
I think of a reason to leave
When you finally start speaking

I'll take a a long stroll
Walked down washington street
Half asleep on my feet
Half aware if I'm dreaming

I'll go home alone
A sinking stone
A switched-off telephone
I'll go on briefly
A frozen breeze
A fallen down factory

I still see us swaying
But I can't hear what you're saying

I just lost the plot
Got a little copped
Been a little knocked
I just hit a wall
Had a little fall
I felt a swinging wrecking ball


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Jolie Holland

Jolie Holland is one of the musicians that I had heard musically before ever seeing any photo of her. She plays in the folk trio of rockin songstresses: The Be Good Tanyas that use lots of banjos, ukeles, and the sort...

I'm in love with this song but was so shocked to see what she looked like. I always thought she'd look different. This is one of those cases where you imagine someone's face after having heard their voice for so long and I always thought she'd look a little sweeter--rounder cheeks, less gothish looking...

Check out the video: